Where Do I Begin . . .


. . . to meditate?

This blog is taking me a little bit longer to research (days).  I do not know anything about meditation.  I watched “Eat Pray Love” with Julia Roberts.  I know that she had a life changing transformation and seeked peace.  Is that all we  need to be pushed in the direction of seeking peace?  Do I need to go somewhere extreme like a silent Buddhist monk temple in India?  Or see a Guru in Bali?  I thought about dropping everything and running away to Bali.  I’ve been kinda in a twist lately.  I lit some candles, poured a glass of cabernet and took a bath in the dark.  Trying to meditate, and focus only on breathing, I could not go 3 seconds.  However… I am ADHD. I held my breath under the water and tried to visualize the noises in my head being muddled.  I failed miserably.  How do you meditate?

I will continue this blog… when I figure it out.|

This is what my friend Hector sent me.  Thanks, I will try it.

Hector Romero

It’s very simple actually! It’s normal for your mind to race @ first! If you want to open your third eye and balance your chakras. Go on youtube and listen to c tone music there are instructions on there as well. Concentrate on your third e…ye and imagine a silver beam of light commin’ out of your third eye and opening up. With ur eyes open look up to the center of ur eyebrows where ur third eye is(w/o straining your eyes) and then close ur eyes while still lookin’ up. By opening your third eye it will balance you a lot better!

It’s hard at first to start meditating but once you’ve got the hang of it you can clear your mind instantly. The key is to concentrate on your breathing, goin’ in through your nose and out through your mouth.

You can do it! 🙂 a lot of weight will be removed once you begin to meditate.

Its 12 am…


I can’t sleep and my mind races with the thoughts of all I have seen today. Should I stay or go? Should I lie or tell the truth? Have I loved, or am I just passing through? Is anything that’s happened even real? It’s just passing by so fast I don’t even realize it’s happening and before you know it, it’s just wasted time. Sometimes you have to feel the pain just to know you’re alive but you keep on living. I watched discovery channel videos on giant sea creatures and giant squids on YouTube today. I guess something so big is rare and hard to find, and often found in arctic waters, so I guess I’ll move to the north pole. But are we so cold blooded? Or are we just shallow that the depths of the ocean are what we are afraid of? What dwells In the unknown, murky realm. Finding one would only be lucky if you make it through. Make sushi.
Xoxo
Kristie manning

Sarah Bareilles: Gravity


I heard this song several times, and without recognizing it, heard this line that repeatedly stood out to me.

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here ’til the moment I’m gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don’t wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I’m just the way I’m supposed to be
But you’re on to me and all over me

You loved me ’cause I’m fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don’t wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I’m just the way I’m supposed to be
But you’re on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you’re everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you’re neither friend nor foe
Though I can’t seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you’re keeping me down
You’re keeping me down

You’re on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

xoxo

Kristie

Flashee Flash’s Kokohead/Gym Playlist


1. More Human than Human – White Zombie (Of course!  Who’s gym list isn’t this in?) LOL!

2. 99 Problems – Jay Z

3. tom sawyer – rush

4. american bad ass – kid rock (:

5. don’t tread on me – metallica

6. cowboys from hell – pantera

7. go – pearl jam

8. mama said knock you out – ll cool j

9. demolition man – the police

10. lemon song – led zep

Enjoy!

xoxo

Kristie

My Electronic List


1. Thievery Corporation: Until the Morning

2. Deadmau5: I remember

3. Foster the Kids: Pumped up Kicks

4. Who Da Funk: Shiny Disco Balls

5. Lady Gaga: Bad Romance (Skrillex remix)

6. Wolfgang Gartner & Deadmau5: Animal Rights

7. MGMT: Electric Feel

8. Above & Beyond Presents Ocean Lab: Lonely Girl

9. FF VII Advent Children vs. Linkin Park: What I’ve Dune (Dubstep Remix!)

10. Morgan Page (ft. Lissie): the Longest Road (Deadmau5 Remix)

Enjoy!
xoxo

Kristie

Ekona’s Playlist


Raise Your Weapon–Deadmau5/Madeon remix
Rock N Roll (Will Take You to the Mountain)–Skrillex
Kickstarts–Example/Bar 9 remix
Crave You–Flight Facilities/Adventure Club remix
Geisha–Cypertropix
Lemonade–Cocorosie
Waiting in Vain–Bob Marley & The Wailers (Alternate Version)
Black and Gold–Sam Sparrow
The Rain–Calvin Harris
Lenny/Man on the Side–John Mayer (Any Given Thursday)
Enjoy!
xoxo
Kristie

My Playlist Today


I’m sick in bed and listening to some mellow stuff. 90’s kick!  Enjoy!

Chris Isaak Wicked Game

Sade No Ordinary Love

Regina Spektor Fidelity

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Dave Matthews Band Crash Into Me

Adele Rolling in the Deep

Tori Amos Spark

Goo Goo Dolls Iris

Sarah McLachlan Fallen

Collective Soul Run

REM Imitation of Life

Sheryl Crow If it Makes You Happy

Blind Melon No Rain

Blues Travelers Run Around

Fastball the Way

Marcy Playground Sex & Candy

Beck Diamond Dogs

Len Steal My Sunshine

Nikka Costa Like a Feather

Jamiroquai Virtual Insanity

Michael Jackson You Rock My World

Dido White Flag

Cocorosie: Lemonade


The American sister’s,  Bianca “Coco” and Sierra “Rosie” Casady, met up and France in 2003 to create their band, Cocorosie.  Incorporating pop, blues, electronic, hip hop, and opera, their style is called “Freak Folk.”   My girlfriend left her CD in my car, and the other night I heard… “Jesus Loves me, Not your nigger wife, not you nigger friends.”  I was shocked!  So I looked more into them.  Strange video concepts.  Unique singing styles. Cool instrument usage, (children’s toys.)

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 Here is their video, Lemonade. The embed didn’t work for some reason.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tu3EcAHdHlE 

It was Cinco de Mayo
Pillow case on his head
No more breathing time
An ambulance sped
It sped round every corner
Calling out his name

Shot a rabbit from the back seat window
Sat and watched in the summer corn row
Ate icecream in a desert dream
Got love in father seeing you
Too hot inside to hot outside
Lazy days when you said just go for a ride
We’ll sail on Spirit Lake,
Me, my pappy, and his lemonade

Tim and tina were my parents’ names
They got engaged they were inflamed
Seduced by the lie of butterflies

How they shimmer, how they glimmer
Those butterflies

We seven kids, we almost died
Nearly put to death
But lightning strike
Instead there was hot pink
Flashes in the sky
We climb the rocks in snowing rain
In search of magic power

To heal our mother’s pain

Shot a rabbit from the back seat window
Sat and watched in the summer corn row
Ate icecream in a desert dream
Got love in father seeing you
Too hot inside to hot outside
Lazy days when you said just go for a ride
We’ll sail on Spirit Lake.
Me, my pappy, and his lemonade

Let’s Go to Camp FEMA!


I spent all afternoon on Youtube watching videos about FEMA.  Oddly it was a new idea to me and immediately captivated me.  My Youtube search began with properties filled with hundreds of thousands of plastic disposable coffins.  From the road behind a gated area, it would appear to be many rows of portable toilets.  These coffins are large, and can hold 4 dead bodies in one.  They have store sights like this all over the country.  Nobody has use for that many coffins unless they are planning a massacre. At a closer look, these sites are often near “concentration camps” (over 800 nationwide) which the U.S. government has assigned to “Homeland Security.”  They call these concentration camps “FEMA.”  Supposedly they are for natural disasters to round up victims which they will force “vaccinations” upon.  However, why do they have locked doors and multiple rows of inward facing barbed wire?  Some, disturbingly enough, have playgrounds, and videos of children playing on the equipment, which lead me to believe that there are victims, even families, already enprisoned in some of these camps.   FEMA already has the country divided into 10 regions in case Martial Law is put into action.

Colorado Fusion Center

Fusion Centers have been built to profile every single person living in America.  But this power can easily be abused.   In a filmed interview, it  has been stated that money is being put into these, most of this money from Homeland Security, but the government does not oversee the operations in each of these individually ran centers.  It’s’ a formula for abuse!  These Fusion Centers are running free. WTF!   “A secret government funded by elite power brokers in the top Echalon of Washington ” Anybody is free to play god with the power that they have granted these people.  It has been made clear that anybody who voted for Ron Paul is being “watched.”  They are abusing the power to follow political radicalists, and protestors.  These Fusion Centers are profiling everybody and anybody who disagrees.  It can create fear in people to not want to involve themselves in politics. Personally, I have no reason to vote, because either way you vote, I’m sure the greater powers have a plan.  Unless I see someone who can severely influence a change in that, I will not vote.  Either way, you are voting for NWO because they are all in their pockets.

Fusion Centers are command centers for American concentration camps.  Rex 84 is a government plan, documented, created during the Reagan administration by Colonel Oliver North to declare Martial Law, and round up the opposers in the event of supposed “emergencies.” Presidents are slowly taking away our rights.

Ron Paul followers have been put on a “watch list.”  A young woman campaigning for Ron Paul was informed that she was on “a list.”  Practicing your 1st ammendment rights, voting for who you want to, we are suppose to beprotected by the consitution.  Police in certain areas were told that if they saw a bumper sticker that said “Ron Paul” that they could be dealing with radicals.  The young woman got her hand on “political profiling” documents for Police.  People who were pro gun, pro life, a part of a church, they are all being watched.  The same young lady went to the Governor Nixons office in Missouri to submit an open records request, she was threatened with a dog, and thrown out by highway patrol.

Ex Navy SEAL and government of Minesota, Jesse Ventura, host of “Conspiracy Theory,” and published author of “American Conspiracies,” interviews employees at these camps, and they refuse to answer any questions.   When they find the coffins, they attempt to clear it out, but when they realize the scale of the exposure, it was too late.  Shockingly he interviews a sponsor of a bill that explicitly states buildling FEMA camps, who denies that FEMA camps even exist.  He tried to back it up by saying it is for natural disasters.  They are calling them “residential centers” because they are suppose to hold families.  Escape warning signs are even outside.  Oddly enough, there are railroads that go to many of these camps.  Sound like Auschwitz to you?  Jesse Ventura suggest, they are planning a mass detainment and massacre, as there are coffins nearby as well, to kill anybody opposed to New World Order.

You can watch all 3 videos on youtube

Why are they doing this?  Supposedly a conspiratorial group, “the Iluminati” believe in a New World Order.  What is the New World Order?  They want to murder 90% of the people in the world and rule over and control the remaining 10%.  Doing this by perhaps causing chaos and anarchy, or by means of biological warfare, natural disaster,  causes of war, or by racial genocide.  An approach as bold as Hitler’s Jewish genocide could be too obvious.  So they must creatively plan out an attack.  In Jesse Ventura’s clips, he emphasizes on political opposition.  They want to illiminate anybody who opposes the government.

There exists a “list” divided into 3 groups.  Nobody knows who is actually on it, how you get on it, or how you get off it.   The “red list” consists of radicals, leaders of political groups, outspoken ministers, talk show hosts, reporters, and even net leaders.  The “blue list” is all of it’s followers.  Perhaps monitoring internet traffic, or political involvement, and something simple as having the wrong bumper sticker on your car.  The “yellow list” are the ones who will be allowed to live, while the blue and red lists die.  The yellow listers know nothing about the NWO and do not want to know anything.  They will come into your house, kidnapp you, and take you off into the night to these FEMA camps, and kill you, two weeks before Martial Law takes place.

A scary thought… The illuminati supposedly have strong hold on the media.  Viacom owns MTV, VH1, Comedy Central, and a huge list of channels.  They recently sued Youtube for copyright infringement.  Part of the settlement is that they hand over the database and all the users info.  Thus, they are able to track all of our Youtube usage.  The government eventually will use the internet to hunt down every single person they are looking for.  OR maybe Viacom just wanted to use the information for marketing and commerical use.  Who knows?

As the bible suggests the mark of the devil “666” will be put into your forehead or your wrist.   You will need this to shop and buy things.  It is the “Mark of the Beast.”  If you allow this, then you’re pretty much going to hell.  As a religious skeptic, I believe it could be possible for them to have used a biblical reference to inflict fear in a large group of peoples eyes.  But for what purpose?  Who knows!  It is all in Revelations.  Pick up your Bible.   I am not Aethist, I am Agnostic.  I do not sway by the influences of religion, as I believe their purposes can be corrupted.  I am a liberal free spirit who always believed in what I wanted to.  I didn’t go to church because that is what Mommy and Daddy want.  But I do believe in a greater power, recently and oddy enough, I do believe in karma but above all someone is always watching us and these people “will get their glasses filleth twice.”

Disturbingly enough, the chip already exists.
“666 Chip” the Mark of the Beast

Want to know how Hitler got into power?  The same people running the banks, running Washington, who are after NWO, they are the same people who funded Hitler, Lenin, Stalin even Napoleon.  Hitler created chaos, and in that chaos, Martial Law was born out of a Democratic Country, where Hitler became a dictator. If Martial Law was to happen in the U.S. that would give the U.S. President  the power to do as they wish without consent of Senate or House, which in National emergencies, they have the power to do.  We have seen them round up Germans, we have seen them round up the Japanese.  Do we want them rounding us up?  Will we LET them?

Who killed JFK?  Who killed Martin Luther King? Eisenhower warned America of the potential of corporate take over.  JFK was put into office expected to be a puppet, with a weak spot for women, who could be manipulated through this.  However JFK began to think about greater issues, and upset a lot of people.  Thus, he was murdered.  So why were there never trials?

Have you heard of wikileaks.com?  If you live in America, probably not because they have banned it here.  My friend told me that he got to look at the site right before they brought it down.  His friend is a report in Ukraine and sent him the link for it.  The owner of wikileaks has been arrested, and the accusations have been believed to be false.  But anybody willing to oppose the government, and expose them, are enemies, and they will do anything to stop them.

Wikileaks has found over 400,000 documents that they are to release. I found a mirror of the site, however, you can view it at.

http://wikileaks.ch

Well after writing this blog, at least the mystery as to what list I am on is no secret any longer.  I will exercise my 2nd ammendment to own a gun.  And that makes me wish to live somewhere abroad even more so.  Although this perhaps may not happen for a very long time, perhaps not in my lifetime, it is an interesting read, and inspires me.  I’d rather die on a red list a proud American, going down fighting, than get inplanted with a chip and worship a group of people.  How un-American is that?  As a writer, sometimes I am conflicted by what is crossing the line to share, and what is acceptable.  But now I am seeing that the people at the greatest risk are the reporters.  Go for it!  Write about whatever the hell you want.  That is the 1st ammendment.  If you don’t want the media to write about you, then do nothing worthy of media attention.

We need an all-star cast movie about NWO.  Why hasn’t it been done yet?

The Obama Deception (if you have time its a 2 hour movie).

. the Obama Deception is a hard-hitting film that completely destroys the myth that Barack Obama is working for the best interests of the American people.

. The Obama phenomenon is a hoax carefully crafted by the captains of the New World Order. He is being pushed as a savior in an attempt to con the American people into accepting global slavery.

. We have reached a critical juncture in the New World Order’s plans. It’s not about Left or Right: it’s about a One World Government. The international banks plan to loot the people of the United States and turn them into slaves on a Global Plantation.

. Covered in this film: who Obama works for, what lies he has told, and his real agenda. If you want to know the facts and cut through all the hype, this is the film for you.

. Obama is continuing the process of transforming America into something that resembles Nazi Germany, with forced National Service, domestic civilian spies, warrantless wiretaps, the destruction of the Second Amendment, FEMA camps and Martial Law.

. Obama’s handlers are openly announcing the creation of a new Bank of the World that will dominate every nation on earth through carbon taxes and military force.

. International bankers purposefully engineered the worldwide financial meltdown to bankrupt the nations of the planet and bring in World Government.

. Obama plans to loot the middle class, destroy pensions and federalize the states so that the population is completely dependent on the Central Government.

. The Elite are using Obama to pacify the public so they can usher in the North American Union by stealth, launch a new Cold War and continue the occupation of Iraq and Afghanistan.

In politics class on the first day I had this girl enraged at me, who held a grudge against me the entire term, because I shot down her stupid idea that guns should be banned.  10 bills have been introduced to do away with the 2nd ammendment.  Stupidest thing I have ever heard in my life!

Conspiracies will remain conspiracies until proven fact.

I will write my blog about the “Fall of the Repubic” and “the Rise of Fema” shortly.

This brings me to this conclusion.  No matter what financial struggles we have been through, we need to clear up all our debt and learn to live self sufficiently.  We are ruled by the banks only because they control our debt.  What happens when nobody cares about money anymore and we begin to use the barter system?  We have been brain washed into becoming a country of consumerism.  Perhaps Bali will be a place where I can learn to live life simply.

xoxo

Kristie Manning

UPDATE: I  forgot to mention, Glenn Beck was so excited to uncover the story of FEMA.  Supposedly he is being threatened by the government, and dropped the story.

PETA- a revisit on my “I love fur” blog.


I previously wrote a blog about loving fur.  I got a lot of angry responses from PETA members.  As I don’t think you should go after the consumers, as it is the responsibility of the manufacturers and the way they are slaughtering them.  There are more humane alternatives.  Some companies use gas to kill their animals.  As we can’t control what they do in China.  After seeing these videos.  I want to apologize for my blog.  I still have a personal preference to like fur, but I admit, this is cruel and laws should be stopped to stop people doing this.  At least make laws in tact to make sure their living conditions are well, and they aren’t treated cruelly and put to sleep in a humane way.  These videos are way too sad.