Art, Fashion, Globalism, Strippers, Politics: We are all Connected.


How would you put art, fashion, globalism, strippers and politics all into one sentence?  I just did.  You’d be surprised how many strippers know anything about these subjects.  I’m that pink deer, that rare diamond that could school you while you drink your $1800 bottle of wine and enjoy a $500 lap dance… you might get a topless straddle and a politics lecture instead. LOL!  Hey, I got great boobs.

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I’m an art major and I studied fashion design, merchandising/marketing AND media and journalism at the International Academy of Design and Technology for 2 years, and Academy of Arts University San Francisco for 4 years.  In one of my classes: Art History, We often discussed the interconnectivity of the influence of religion and politics on art beginning with ancient Egypt and transitioning through Greek, Roman Empire, Byzantine, Constantinople, Midevil and Renaissance times.  It’s interesting how many modern designs are influenced from ancient history.  History gives fashion depth.  It gives it intelligence and a voice.  Intelligent art is identified only by the intelligent and a small group identifies with the subtle brilliance in pieces where others may miss it.

Fashion is an ever changing world.  The 5 major fashion cities use to be New York, London, Paris, Milan and Tokyo.  Today China and India are emerging as fashion capitals and the United States has lost our industry, despite the famous New York Fashion Week.  Our textile industries and manufacturing have been outsourced by cheaper laborers like China.  However, the quality of technology in our products, faster turn around, honest service protecting us from stealing patents and keeping American money pumping into our economy are the upsides of keeping your fashion business in America.  At the end of the day we pay a premium for those luxuries that don’t always price position our end product in a competitive market.  The smart business men are outsourcing to China, however, they are often criticized by people who do not support global markets or products made in China.

Look at companies like Banana Republic. $100 average price for a garment or dress.  Banana Republic a part of GAP has had many controversial raids in India and other Asian countries getting busted for child labor and employee deaths.  A parallel in comparison  company to Banana Republic… Zara.  Average price for a garment is $50.  Zara is a Spanish co. and with self owned warehouses in Europe including countries like , Portugal, Turkey and Morocco, they keep costs down by having a zero advertisement policy and outsourcing some of their shirts to Asian countries like China, Indonesia and Vietnam.  Another company equal to Zara and Banana Republic would be Armani Xchange.  The average jacket or dress could be $100-$150 and is of similar quality.  They are manufactured in China, Hong Kong, Macau and Peru; however, some pieces are made in the US or in Italy, thus high prices on some garments  like blazers and cocktail dresses with finer detail and cheaper prices on simple garments like t shirts and tank tops.

American Apparel is an American company which demonstrates a low volume operation, however it has still been under the radar for unethical work environments, abusing illegal latino immigrants in California.  The more I searched online to find a popular American company that manufactures in the US, the more I realized there aren’t any names. I  was unable to find anything in the mainstream. There are a lot of small clothing brands that are high in quality and made in small production, however the companies are small, profit margins are low, and costs are high.  It is a fashionable thing to buy “Made in America” just like it is to buy “Made in France” or “Made in Italy.” What happens in the fashion world is a reflection of what is happening in the world with globalism, politics and all business.  It doesn’t matter if you’re making Victoria Secret panties in China or bottle caps for Coca Cola.  The business practices are the same across the board.  Cheap labor, tariffs and import/export taxes.

I learned a lot about business and parallel industries dancing in Vegas for a decade.  Every year I meet people in town for the bi-annual fashion “Magic” show.  I attend the AVN adult awards and Nascar and get to meet all the adult porn stars. That is always fun and brings out an eclectic variety of personalities.  I meet a lot of wealthy doctors and pharmaceutical reps during pharm conventions.  More intellectual classy types taking their ladies out for some debauchery.  The jewelers come every year to the jewelers convention.  Lots of middle eastern, Jewish and Lebanese friend’s I’ve made.  Middle Eastern guys are horny.  More than the rest.  I especially love the World of Concrete.  Bearded contractors are always generous, and extra cuddly, but kind.  They don’t talk to you like a piece of trash they just bought, like some customers. They can be kind and treat you like a human being.  (:  They’re generally the nicest guys.  Even the cunts that show up during electronics conventions esp. the tight wallet Chinese guys that shoo you away like a pigeon and the cheap asses after a UFC fight all drunk trying to get free attention without spending a dollar on a single girl; all these surroundings offer me perspective into different markets.  Sometimes a big fight like Holly Holm and Rousey enticed me to come to work and I’d kill $1500 between 5 pm and 10 pm because the turn up was so good and there were no girls smart enough to show up to work.

What interest does a stripper have in politics?  Plenty.  If you’re a ghetto girl, then you gotta hustle hard to get volume in customers.  If you’re resourceful, intelligent and beautiful, you work smart, not hard.   You are able to pull those high end clients that go for a VIP or throw you a couple grand to miss work over the weekend and hang out, go gambling and shopping and be entertained w dinner and lounging for the weekend.  Chances are those upper bracket clients are Republicans.  Throughout Obama’s administration I saw my entire income deplete by over 50% within those 8 years.  I look forward to see my income rise during Tump’s administration.  I saw many of those clients lose their lifestyle and income.  Clients who once spent regularly were more frugal with their money.  Many people changed jobs and industries and opened new businesses catering to new markets.  An entrepreneur will always be an entrepreneur and in changing markets will always evolve.   To be honest… the strip industry is DEAD, even in Vegas, the hosts are scrambling to pimp girls  for their 40% “tips” and stamp out the competition because they are desperate for survival.  It’s no longer a prosperous industry unless you’re a high end prostitute that can pull $10,000 clients regularly.

I’ve noticed the older strippers leave the club to become high end prostitutes and many women of international origin, who are less desirable in appearance become prostitutes in the strip club. My old roommate and I sat at the stage at 5 am trolling strippers.  Within an hour he got 5 girls numbers. 4 out of 5 girls propositioned him for sex ranging from $200 to $400.  To his credit, my roommate was an extremely good looking guy, nonetheless… they offers were extremely low, devaluing the marketing of the strip club.   They said they were desperate and rent was due.  Working at Spearmint Rhino, it is $400-$500 for a VIP hour dance.  Prostitutes usually on the high end cost $1000-$3000.   Is the market so bad now that strippers are willing to go home with you for $200?

How does globalism affect this all? America is being outsourced in prostitution, manufacturing, even skilled laborers.  Over 45% of highly educated doctors are from international waters.  Prostitution in countries like South America and Asia are so cheap that nobody wants to pay $3000 for a hooker in Vegas.  Manufacturing is clearly cheaper in countries with unethical environment and labor practices than America.  We have no choice but to assimilate with the ways of global markets.  But how does America stay competitive?  I’ve been asking myself this for a long time.  The world does not care about ethics.  American companies thrive with quality, but it is only American’s who mostly buy American products.  The world does not like imported American products.  Why would Asia and Europe import electronics or cars when they have better ones?  Why would they import Budweiser when they have Kirin and Scotch?  They often don’t and we lose on all planes of trade.  America needs better brands that can stay competitive, but we can’t without globalizing our markets.  So we’re at a stalemate.

What is America’s industries?  War. Acquisition.  Investments.  Do you see how we profit from keeping the world at war and monopolizing commodities?  IDK Food for thought.  I have a lot going on in my mind.

I am an entrepreneur… I’ve never had a job in my life.  My savings has depleted and even now I refuse to get a job.  I’m hustling my side gigs and getting clients right now.  I think my entrepreneur mindset gives me an outlook into the business world.  Being a fashion major, I’ve studied the complexities of globalism and understand how politics, religion and history play a role in business.  I see how we are all interconnected, how art is influenced, how markets influence each other and it gives me a deeper understanding of the world we live in today.

xoxo

 

 

Politics 101: The ABC’s


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If you think you’re a Democrat and supported Hillary because you are pro marijuana, pro choice or pro LGBT rights, then you are just on the surface of understanding the deeper complexities of politics.  I’m not here to assuade you into converting and supporting my political beliefs.  But I want everyone out there to be free thinkers and decide for themselves.

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The debate.

We all have our views, and if we were to become politicians we would all be considered lobbyists. Because everyone is lobbying for some right for financial benefactor.  So all of this nonsense to “drain the swamp” is impossible, because nobody genuinely gets involved in the ugly, sticky web of politics because they love America and want to save the country.  Everyone has an agenda and if you think they’re just all patriotic nationals who want to save us, OPEN YOUR EYES.

One thing I can’t stand is not staying objective.  I love politics and you have to respect others opinions to fully enjoy it.  You have to have an understanding that no side is right nor wrong, but you have to be accepting of others views even though they differ from your own. The reason I like debating politics is because you become more informed.  Even if you don’t agree, you understand what the opposing sides are saying about each  other and sometimes even enlightened to more information on subjects in the media that you may have not covered.  If you’re going to debate politics you can’t take it personal.  But when people disagree, they start to take it personal.

Calling someone racist when debating a racial subject is elementary and amateur.  Politicians avoid race baiting subjects because they don’t want the labels.  I commend Trump for boldly addressing these issues, although they backlashed with him being labeled as a racist.  Or when someone attacks your personal credentials and puts themselves on a pedestal by displaying their education, rewards, merits etc.  Hypothetically if I didn’t graduate high school and caught the bus to IHOP to wait tables every day, but was just really well read, doesn’t make my views less credible than someone with an education who brags about their overachievements.  I’ve had some of the most idiot conversations with some of the most supposedly educated people.

So I was a stripper for 12 years.  I get this rebuttle so much. What does that have to do with anything?  My opinions are invalid because your narrow minded judgements of who I am invalidates my intelligence.  Then why are you debating with me if I’m such a low life in the first place?  A conservative would judge your as a gay left wing abomination.  And you look at me like I’m an uneducated moral-less stripper. And I look at prostitutes and drug addicts like they’re trash.  And they look at rapists and serial killers as bottom of the barrel.  But the rapists and serial killers rape the terrorists and treasonists in prison.  Anyways… everyone wants to put everyone on a pedestal.  But I’ve learned to accept differences and pick your opponents.  Arguing with a close minded, ignorant and uneducated person with different lifestyles serves me no purpose.

The Issues.

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Be sure you are informed on the issues.  It’s easy to get caught up in pop culture and media that we don’t even know what the issues are.  What is important to you?  I am extremely pro life.  I’m anti-illegal immigration, and I’m a big believer that we need to revisit our trade policies and military spending.  Our economy is suffering and this is due to taxation and globalism.  We need to incentivize our American companies to grow our economy.  We’re losing too many industries to globalism.  Isis is a huge problem and we need a new plan. I’m republican on taxes and republican on many of these major issues.

HOWEVER… when I was younger I considered myself a Democrat.   This was because I have liberal social views ie. welfare, take care of the people, the planet, gay rights, pro choice and pro marijuana.  So, today I have molded to a centrist or rockafeller/progressive Republican.  I am very liberal and modern on social issues because I’m not a religiously driven political person on my moral high ground, like most conservatives.

Take the time to read the issues on each politicians views on the issues.  You’d be surprised how much you really agree with someone who you may have first judged.  I was in support of Rand Paul.  Knowing he didn’t have a chance, I started to look at Cruz and Trump.  I started to see I had less in common with a more conservative Cruz, and more in common with liberals like Clinton and Bernie Sanders.  However, Trumps message and stances were clear to me and his middle of the road stances were more appealing than a conservative.

The Left and the Right.

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There are different degrees of being on the right, the left and in the center.  I don’t like to label myself in one specific party.  Most people want to stereotype each party to the most extreme, but the truth is that there are good points on both sides.  We just need to be informed, and make a decision and be a free thinker for what best resonates in our hearts and minds.

I have said this (with much back lash) that I think social issues like gay rights, marijuana and abortion should be done away with in politics.  This often gets misconstrued as I am pro life, pro marijuana and pro gay rights.  HOWEVER… Putting these non-moral (as judged by the conservatives)  issues into the mix creates the left liberals.  Imagine taking away those issues from politics, and the liberal party would be destroyed.  I say this not because I don’t think these issues are important, I say it because it’s creating noise.  I am pro life, however I think the government shouldn’t have a say in any of these issues, and they are only big influences in elections.  The left would be eliminated if those issues were no longer involved. And the conservative party would melt into the rest of the republicans. This election the “alt right” has evolved into more extreme conservatism.  We would start to pay attention to the issues that matter.  I’m not gay, but I advocate for them to have their rights.  I for one am personally tired of the government telling us what to do with our lives and our bodies and these silly social issues.  It’s like we can’t govern our selves so we need the government to tell us how to live.

The Media.

I watch BOTH left and right media.  It’s good to understand both perspectives, but we have to understand that what that right and left bias means, what the agendas are to propagate what messages, and we cannot allow repetitive messages to influence our thinking.  We have to learn to be free thinkers, use our knowledge on the facts, what we have learned from politics and make our own decisions.  At the end of the election so many people were caught up with silly media stories attacking each politician, they couldn’t even tell you what the issues are.

Be careful for media outlets that report constant negativity about certain parties.  Be careful for media outlets that report one certain kind of issue constantly ie. left media likes black on police crime, right media likes to post on anti-muslim and propagates lots of violent and ill-informed stories about muslim violence.  Look at a story and think, who is benefiting from this.  Everything is a racket and most likely someone is propagating the story.  If you see an article about pro choice, and they have an ad for planned parenthood, you can bet your ass off they funded it.  Or recently, the riots have been attributed to being orchestrated by globalists who manipulate the currency to crash markets and capitalize.  Everything has an agenda, and often, we don’t even know what they are.

Be Informed.

Some of us have no idea what is even going on in the world.  Facebook is NOT a source of media.  Although it gets you in the right direction of knowing what is actually going on in the world, most of it is bias and often false.  When I see a subject I am interested in, I go to google and find credible news sources.  Often it’s hard to find credible news sources.  So I just read both left and right and come to my own conclusion based of my own knowledge and common sense and evaluating the sources.  Some people don’t have the best knowledge or common sense unfortunately. But we owe it to ourself to just educate ourselves and be informed.  The more you read on a subject, the more you get informed.  Watch documentaries.  I love documentaries, they are a plethora of information.  Read, read and READ some more.  When you find information that conflicts, dig deeper.  You will mostly always find your answer.

The Complexities.

You can be informed and well read, but at the end of the day, we are all in the dark.  Understanding the complexities of politics and not only the surface of the issues are important.  Like how Trump supported conservative social views during the election to maintain the conservative vote, and won, then shortly announced his liberal social views on not changing laws on abortion, but giving the power to the state, being pro marijuana and stating that he won’t change the gay communities rights.  These are things that I think many people were aware of and his pro conservative views didn’t stray away his supporters.

Then there are the underlying reasons why we have policies that we don’t understand.  Things that are confidential.  Things that the American people cannot understand.  We have to understand there are many secrets we don’t understand.  In my opinion, why would we keep a horrible trade deal w China?  I think they are holding us hostage, we are in debt to them, we continue to go into debt with them, and they control our currency.  Hypothetically lets say Obama wanted to close our trade gap, and they threatened to crash our currency if we don’t give into their demands.  Obama took the diplomatic approach to protect us on the surface, but we are in trouble in the long run.  This is very conspiratorial talk, but hypothetically there are lots of shadows in the dark that we the people do not see.  Let’s say hypothetically Trump took funding out of Israel.  Now the Jew’s who control our banks do something to manipulate our currency.  We’re balancing and protecting ourselves from manipulation. It’s like a game of thrones, a balance of manipulation and power and we don’t fully understand what is truly going on, but we need to factor that into our decisions.  We get mad at this unbalance, and we bring in our troops because that is our strong hand.  This is why we have cabinet members and advisors, not to lead for us or impose their views.  To educate the leader in areas he is not versed in, so that he can make good decisions in the best interest of the people.

Let’s propose I am pro life (right).  However I am pro gay rights (left).  Donald Trump is filling his cabinet with ultra conservatives who are for taking away abortion rights and gay rights.  Realistically, I understand that these are not as big political agendas as they are for the people.  I should use my judgement to decide that Trump is not after taking these rights away.  He has left it open to states to make decisions on abortion.  It is a middle ground where he feels pro life about the subject, but understands the need for much of the population to yield that right, so he is checking the balance by giving the power to the state and giving the people some power to get abortions in certain states.   He needs to do what he feels is right.  And no side is right.  But this is fair as the pro life’s get some lives saved and some structure, where as the pro choicers have some states to practice their rights.  As for gay rights, I’m under the assumption that Trump only supported anti gay for the conservative vote and now that election time is over, he is all about supporting the gay community.

VOTE.

Most people think their vote doesn’t matter.  But look what happened.  I never believed in 1000 years that Trump would win!  But here he is, our next Commander in Chief.  The people have spoken and they want Trump for their next president.  If so many people opposed them, maybe they should have voted.

TO SUM IT UP

  • Learn to debate openly, respectfully and objectively.
  • Understand the left and the right sides and what their objectives are.  Don’t be manipulated into choosing a side. Often people are neither left nor right.
  • Research the issues. Don’t be a retard and allow Facebook memes and media clips to form your ideas and views.
  • Understand the power of the media.  Watch both Liberal and Conservative media and make your own decisions.  Understand  difference between agendas and propaganda from un bias media.
  • Be informed.  Read.  Watch documentaries.  Have debates.  Be active.  Learn about what is really happening in the world.  Don’t give in to laziness and trusting the media.  Do your own research.  Question yourself.  Question others.  Question the media.
  • There are complexities in politics to be understood which involve psychology, confidentiality, security etc.  Our interpretation depends on our own intelligence, our problem solving skills, or ability to make judgements.
  • VOTE.  Your voice counts.

xoxo

 

Election Day


It’s November 08, 2016; Election Day; Seraphim Ossa Manning was born at 05:30 am just 21 weeks along, 12.2 ounces, after a long fight to make it to a safer time to be born.  Her heart beat for 3.5 hours before passing away.

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I spent election day grieving for my lost child.  A friend came by and kept me company in the afternoon while we watched elections on CBS, CNN, ABC and FOX.  CBS was releasing false statistics stating that Clinton was winning the election.  It wasn’t hard to  see this was false by flipping back and forth between other stations and my friend playing the election on their phone.  Even at 4 in the afternoon, they still believed Clinton would pull up in the 4th quarter, still making excuses for her.

After an entire night of not sleeping, labor, some morphine injections, and plunging into a deep depression of tears; I was exhausted.  I went to sleep.

This election has been quite the election.  One day my Facebook feed became nothing but politics.  It was impossible to avoid politics altogether.  I don’t recall seeing a lot of politics before that time.  I’m the type of person who likes to watch both liberal and conservative media, so I have a balanced idea on what is going on and can make a decision for myself, usually somewhere in the middle.  I can see how easily I can be turned off to watching extreme conservative media and how it propagates negativity, but I can say the same for liberal media as well.  While both sides are responsible for propagating hate, divide and anger, I think we need to take it in that it is not Hillary nor Trump propagating hate: It is the media that must take responsibility.

I woke up at midnight that night to see Donald Trump had won!  I didn’t think he had a chance because the media had convinced me that he didn’t.  Being in the hospital on election day made me sad that I was unable to vote.  However, according to the electorates, apparently Trump had been declared the winner before Hawaii, being 3 hours behind California even counted their votes.  Hawaii obviously being a democrat state had Clinton already pegged as the winner. Basically my vote wouldn’t have mattered in this specific case.

I’m severely perplexed at how much anger has come from this election.  How the people have not given Donald Trump a chance to do good.  How people are so swayed and convinced by media bias that he is going to turn America into 1950’s Nazi Germany and blow up the world based on character defamation by the media.  There’s a lot about Donald Trump the media doesn’t show, a good side we are all yet to see.  I knew his views on gay and lesbian rights was more liberal than his campaign opted for to win the conservative vote.  How building a wall was a huge priority, but I bet not so much anymore.  It’s the idea behind tightening our borders and negatively spending tax dollars on immigrants instead of taking care of own at home first.  I even read that he’s not interested in appealing Obama Care but improving on it.  I don’t like Obama Care, but I can see how throwing away billions of dollars of tax payers money can be negative, perhaps Trump will find a positive way to improve the program, also allowing open borders between states to drive  down the price of insurance.  Perhaps after speaking w Obama he explained the implications in losing progress and Trump saw logic in something that maybe he didn’t fully understand.  This is why we have cabinet members to consult us in areas we are unknowledgeable in. We have a good “hand of the king” and “Master of Coin” and “Master of War” consulting the “Iron Throne.”  LOL.  Sorry for my fanatic Game of Thrones analogy.  😀

What’s crazy is these riots.  I saw tons of videos of windows being broken, people being beat, flags being burned; I even saw a video of a woman shit on a sign  and smear it into a Trump sign with her hands.  WTF is wrong with people?  What upset me most was a post by Michelle Obama of a woman kicking her traumatized son out of the house with a ridiculous sign saying “My mom kicked me out for voting for Trump” at a mock election process at school.  His answer for voting for Trump was as simple and innocent as “because I see him on TV a lot.”

The problem isn’t Trump.  The problem is the people blaming the president for their problems?  The problem is unresolved issues.  I’m a big believer that many of these issues can tie back to foreign policy.  The gay muslim shootings in Miami was based out of frustration for what is happening in his home in the middle east.  The angry Black Lives Matters group for feeling generations of oppression has caused negative feelings amongst black communities but offering no real solution which stemmed from foreign policy and slavery in early American history.  Then we have more foreign policy issues with trade and military effecting our current economy.  Being blackmailed with China, our trade deficit, and the manipulation of our currency.  They own us.  What is Trump going to do for our foreign policy?

Donald Trump, as his first order as president, I would get control of the riots before civil rebellion gets out of control.  I would implement any crimes committed during riots or protests be punishable by prison sentencing.. and also I would rescind the rights of illegal immigrants.  Only American citizens have those rights, and granting them passage permits loopholes to be abused.  When an American Citizen travels to Amsterdam for example, if he/she smokes marijuana which is legal in this country and returns to the US, he/she can be liable for her illegal activities as a US citizen even if it is legal in Amsterdam.  But Amsterdam will allow them to conduct manner which is considered legal in their country.  We cannot stop violence and riots which are un-excusable, but we can enhance punishment and put rioters behind bars so the rest of society doesn’t have to deal with this inhumanity.

I’m saddened that there is so much hate for Trump.  That Michelle and Barrack Obama have put so much hatred into this man.  They, as leaders, have implemented hate in the people.  And Obama has created more divide in the last 8 years of presidency than I’ve seen in my 31 years alive.

Politics is an ugly place, and Donald Trump gave up his salary to charity and a billionaire lifestyle  to step up and save America in a time where no one wants to lead, where no one wants to take charge and take blame for the failure or achievements of the future of our country.  I hope that we do not see another JFK (another president who gave up his earnings) assassination or negative repercussions on his presidency.  I believe Trump has the power to do great things, and with great power, great evil can also endure.

I have faith that Trump is a nationalist who loves his country and wants to Make America Great Again.  And this is why the media painted this picture even the most loyal of Trump supporters believed, that he wouldn’t win.  At the end of the day, Trump won the hearts of the people by propagating a message, that we have to stop the corruption in politics, that we have to stop the establishment from funding wars for financial gain, that we must tighten our spending and stop abusing federal spending, stop the lobbyists from running our country, we have to put a stop to policing the world and being a charity to the world when we can’t even take care of our own first.  Countries like Canada and Sweden can afford free education and free health care because they aren’t paying the cost of policing Israel and Africa and annexing the middle east, they don’t pay high costs of wars and keeping peace and the costs of managing a great nation and it’s security and technology advancements.  Canada is our sister, and they are strong because we are strong.  And these nations together standing strong is what keeps us growing.  It’ll be interesting to see how Russia will align with our interest.  There’s a lot of cleaning house to do in America, and I think Donald Trump is the man to do it.  Let’s give a man a chance to do his job. Make America great again!

Donald Trump 2016!

xoxo

What’s up With These Anti-Trump Riots?


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If you didn’t vote for Trump then you probably won’t like me.  I support our new president 100% and so does the majority of America because despite the early claim to Hillary winning the popular vote, Trump won that and the electorates.  I am proud for our new president and I’m disgusted in the riots and violence that has become of this election.

What is more disturbing is George Soro’s and other elite groups are behind funding these riots and paying protesters to organize them.  George Soro’s is a man who profits from crashing economies and currencies.  Chaos is the perfect breeding ground for his fortunes.  Half of these people don’t even know what they’re protesting.  I bet you the majority of them didn’t even vote.  The riots aren’t what scare me.  It’s the chaos and division of our country that can lead to civil war, violence, crashing of economy and currency and rise in crime.  When people are breaking your car and house windows and stealing  your shit, please unfriend me if you rioted and supported Hillary.

This election was nasty.  Trump said things to attack Hillary that didn’t mean anything, and Hillary used the media to portray Trump in a not-so-flattering light.  Yes, they picked on his character flaws.  He’s an impatient, egomaniac and has a poor temperament. And he grabs women by the pussy.  I think this just humanized him.  I think the people are sick of “holier-than-thou” crooked politicians who are smart and cover their tracks.  I think Trump is too honest and straight forward and says what he means to be labeled a politician and that is refreshing in the eyes of the people who are seeking genuine change.  People say we survived Bush.  I use to make $200k a year when Bush was in.  Since Obama was in I make half of that.  My income crashed in 2008.

In my eyes, I have never lived in fear, or lived in an America where the racial divide is worse than it is today.  To me… we survived Obama.  And Obama is not YET out of office and in the time between now and inauguration, who know’s if we’ll make it before Obama delays Trump’s presidency and declares Marshall Law.  The legal issues just conveniently showed up around election time and I think the people don’t put stock into that because they see through the ugly obstacles of politics and winning an election.  The people spoke, and Trump won.

If you want to riot and be treasonous, then please go for it.  I say imprison rioters and they can build and maintain the wall.  But rioters are seeking a resolution.  Rioting does not fix anything in this circumstance.  If you think Trump is going to get impeached because you’re rioting, you are WRONG.  He won this election which means there are more people who want him in office than those protesting.  Or at least they were the ones to show up on election day.  By rioting you are continuing to divide this country and give the wolves ground to capitalize on the fall of America.  If there is a civil war, I don’t think majority of you would be able to back it up or bare arms.  I’m telling you, I’d be ready if you want to infringe on our rights and make this place an ugly place.  I’m with Trump.

Hillary leaving without giving a speech.  Obama doing nothing for these riots.  I think Trump needs to give a presidential speech.  And Obama and Hillary need to step up and be leaders and speak to these rioters.  They need to know that everything is going to be ok, and they need to respect the president.  It’s sad that our leaders are nowhere to be found.  And Obama is secretly planning an Iraq deployment that military soldiers are forbidden to discuss until after the election.

Please, let’s give him a chance to do his job.  He has discussed lowering  taxes for everyone across the board.  Marijuana is a go.  Gay rights he intends to let them keep.  Abortion he prefers to stay out of and allow the state to make those laws, and we can live with that.  Melania has talked about cyber bullying which I think is a huge deal.  Ivanka has proposed paid maternity leave.  And Trump hasn’t proposed an immediate 10 million refugees being deported.  He has started with beginning with the 2-3 million with criminal records and those in prison.  He is taking things slowly and methodically and so far all the talks of what he’s done is good.  Let’s focus on the good and give him a chance.  When you disagree with a policy change or something he is doing, then please protest.  But stop protesting his character defamation the media has painted him in a poor light.  GIVE HIM A CHANCE.  Let’s be civil and let him save our country.  I sincerely feel he has a diplomatic approach and his family has a desire to “Make America Great Again.”  Saving our nation is more important than hotel vacancies as Donald and Invanka stated in their 60 Minutes interviewer.  This is bigger than anything and I commend the Trump family for taking on this difficult position in a difficult time.   #teamtrump #maga

xoxo

 

A Piece of Me


I want to share something very personal and raw with you because it was good and it was bad, but it made me feel and it was real.

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I was 13 weeks when I got to the doctor and found out I was having a girl to my surprise.  A human being was growing in me, and a second trimester abortion is out of the picture at this point.  I know that I’ve wanted this for a long time, but right now wasn’t the best of time.  The father had been bullying me into getting an abortion.  He broke my heart when he told me that he was with his ex.  Not only did I have to deal with an unwanted pregnancy on my own, I had to deal with the heartbreak and the judgement from society as I continued on my second pregnancy without the father.  I felt womanized into something that was completely fake.  Basically EVERYTHING he had ever told me was a lie.  That he had zero sperm count, that he wanted a family, the he wanted to build a life with me.  Even the person he pretended to be which was the complete opposite of what he truly was come to be.  He offered zero help and even changed his phone number, then had a lawyer and his mother  call me threatening me with getting full custody if I didn’t abort the baby.  He couldn’t help me to doctors visits when I was on bed rest, and when my daughter called him to take me to the emergency room, he hung up.  I couldn’t believe that my judgement was so poor in to trust someone so spineless and selfish.  I never did anything to him except love him, even when he broke my heart, I was understanding and empathetic to his feelings.  I don’t like to make myself out to be a victim, but this is why I see no point in making yourself vulnerable.  People take advantage of weakness.  There is a world full of hurt out there, and I refuse to be one to continue the cycle.  I begin with healing myself and keeping to myself rather than selfishly hurt others because I have my own selfish pains to deal with.  At the end of the day it was simple.  He hates himself and he’s selfish and people who hurt others and gain joy from it only do so because of low self esteem.

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I was unemployed, I just got over 2 months of pertussis and bed rest (whooping cough) and had depleted my savings account and quit my job.  It was around the time of the Ikaika show in June that I got pregnant, my period was a week late every month so I assumed I wasn’t pregnant and this was just due to a low body fat percentage and 3 consecutive shows in a 6 week period.  I continued an aggressive training regiment and unhealthy supplement intake during the entire time.  Now concerned for the baby’s well being I had genetic and multiple ultrasounds done.  Everything looked fine to my surprise!  I grew attached and excited for baby to come.  Although at first she didn’t like the idea of sharing Mommy’s attention, Kai grew excited that she is going to have a new baby sister.  At week 19 I went in for a second ultrasound and QUAD blood genetic test.  They sent me straight to ER where I spent the night.  They told me my cervix was dilated and I had minor ruptured membranes.  The baby’s amniotic sac had moved 4 cm through the cervix and into the vagina and has slowly been leaking.  Doctors advised me I had 24-48 hours before she miscarried.  I had no pain and felt fine, so I didn’t put stock into what they said.  They urged me several times to have a medical abortion, but I ignored their advice because I didn’t want to play god.  I didn’t want to be the one to pull my baby out of me piece by piece alive, feeling everything.  I had hope.

I stayed in bed for two weeks.  My friend Jack constructed me a 2′ decline lift for my bed as my regular OB optimistically suggested.  This kept baby in.  During this time I started a go fund me page to help me pay bills.   I thank everyone for the generous amount of support I had received.  It was extremely hard for me to ask for help.  It’s hard for me to accept judgement from others which I knew was happening from some negative comments.  I discovered new friends, and discovered the fake ones and strengthened current ones. I had been falling behind and I was suppose to start my new job in 2 days waitressing part time at Outback which now wasn’t going to happen.  Daily pain started to kick in as my uterus got agitated.  Sips of wine would help stop contractions.  2 weeks went by and wine didn’t stop the contractions.  At 21 weeks and 2 days, I went into the ER because the contractions got stronger and closer apart and wine no longer was stopping them. Unlike two weeks ago, this time my amniotic fluid was low and my leaks were pink suggesting light bleeding.

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Sadly, they notified me that the quad test I had taken came back for a high probability of down syndrome.  In the middle of a contraction: what a terrible time it was for them to tell me.  Not a geneticyst, she was unable to give me more information.  My heart was broken.  To my understanding, this test is highly unprobbable.  I come to find out, leaking amniotic fluid can most likely trigger false positives due to elevated hormones in the test.  The only way to get a 99% confirmation is an amniocentesis, one of my most feared prenatal procedures, where they stick a long needle into your uterus to obtain fluid from the amniotic sac via your abdomen.

I was sedated with pain medication  which stopped my contractions, but was unable to sleep.  I lied in the dark with my eyes closed crying by myself.  I didn’t want her to go yet.  I had fought this hard to make it two weeks.  12 more days and she could make it.  I was determined to hold on.  At 3 am the doctor entered my room to tell me my white blood count was high insinuating infection which was most likely the uterine pain I was experiencing.  Chorioamnionitis is highly dangerous to the mother if the infection causes a fever and to the baby which if survived is at elevated risk for meningtis and brain damage. I didn’t have a fever so my logic was to not give up. Why is this happening to me?  I suddenly decided I have to stop.  I stopped fighting.  Doctor brought in suppositories to help with contractions and to my suprise I was already 7 cm dilated  and her head was already very low in delivery position.  Contractions weren’t coming.  Only one contraction came and I felt the need to push.  So I decide to help her end her suffering.  The contractions weren’t coming but she was small enough for me to push at 7 cm without epidural or contractions.  She was delivered in only minutes. Seraphim Ossa Manning was born at 5:30 am, on election day, November 08, 2016, 21 weeks and 2 days, 12.2 oz., 12 days too early for the lungs to be viable outside of the womb.  I now know that she wanted to go and this was gods will.  I was too stubborn holding on.  I was filled with bitersweet sadness, but also with peace knowing that this was gods way.  Instead of brutally ripping her pieces apart with an abortion, I had a calm labor, and I had a chance to kiss her forehead and hold her warm in my arms.  She didn’t appear to have anything physically wrong with her.  She did not appear to have down syndrome.  Her development was healthy.  My body couldn’t carry her any longer, and my health was at risk and it was my body’s natural way of telling me it’s time to let go.

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Don’t give up hope.  Don’t listen to a doctors first opinion.  Get a second.  My OBGYN took great comfort and hope in comparison to what the doctors had given me which was fear in the hospital.  The doctors had scared me so many times into giving up.  The infection hadn’t set in and I felt like I could’ve made 12 more days if I really held on.  I feel like she was going 2 weeks ago but with my stubbornness we held on.  The mind is a powerful thing and the body will follow.  I truly feel the only reason she held on was because I stayed in bed and refused to quit.  I’m trying to let go and accept that far worse things could’ve happened and this is for the best.  My heart is broken in 1000 pieces. I will never forget Serah.  And now I have to do my best to pick up my broken pieces.

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I will never be an advocate for abortion.  I want to acknowledge that when I had unprotected sex, I was aware of taking responsibility for my actions.  I am aware that I am fully capable of caring for a child no matter the circumstances.  I am a 31 year old single mother and this decision came with a mature choice and sense of responsibility.  I feel that many younger women are not mature enough to fully understand the implications of their actions.  It is too easy to go to an abortion clinic.  I have had an abortion in the past.  My younger political views strayed towards pro choice.  While today I am Pro Life personally for myself, however I am in the middle, as I believe politics should not have a say in this matter, and this controversial topic should not be used to sway election votes.   I also believe that this atrocity should not be funded with federal tax money.  Adoption is another option if you are not responsible or ready to take care of a child.  Juno is one of my favorite movies.  Her spirit through a bad situation is inspiring.  I find it disgusting that people find it so simple to erase a bad mistake by killing it.  Piece by piece, ripping a child out of a womb while it is still alive, feeling every pain.  I will deal with my actions accordingly and not make an innocent baby suffer because I made poor decisions.  Once you have an abortion you realize how monsterous it truly is.  I vowed never to do it again.

 Did you know that 45% of abortionees undergo multiple abortions.  I do not know which is more disturbing to me.   That 45% find it ok to take the easy way out and repeat their mistakes, or that the majority of these abortions were with women under 25 years of age and that over 70% of abortions are performed for convenience rather than medical reasons or rape and incest. I know only a women can make that decision for herself.  There are options.  Please don’t hurt your baby because you made a selfish decision.  Do the right thing.

WORLDWIDE

Number of abortions per year: approximately 42 million
Number of abortions per day: approximately 115,000

Where abortions occur:
83% of all abortions are obtained in developing countries and 17% occur in developed countries.

© Copyright 1996-2008, The Guttmacher Institute. (http://www.agi-usa.org)

UNITED STATES

Number of abortions per year: 1.21 million (2005)
Number of abortions per day: approximately 3,315

Who’s having abortions (age)?

50% of women obtaining abortions in the U.S. are younger than 25: women aged 20-24 obtain 33% of all abortions; teenagers obtain 17%; and girls under 15 account for 1.2%.

MORE FACTS http://www.abortionno.org/abortion-facts/

This whole experience has changed my life forever.  It has been a humbling experience not to take time with Kai for granted.  That all life is precious.  To not waste another day being unhappy because life is too short to throw away settling for complacency.  It has breathed life into a life that has been lacking for a long time.  

“When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive.” Goo Goo Dolls. Iris.


Please pray for Serah

You can follow the story and updates at
https://www.gofundme.com/prochoiceconflict

xoxo

#1dayout #electionday #trumpvshillary


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So this has truly been an amazing election this year. To be honest I’ve never cared for politics until I saw that someone could possibly make a difference, and that man is Donald Trump. There is a reason he is sweeping the nation by storm and whether you like him or not, he isn’t only winning his election, he is winning the hearts of the people as well.

At a younger age I was swayed to believe I was a democrat because of my modernity liberal social views on marijuana, abortion and gay rights. But this was by a bias democrat looking to recruit ignorant young supporters whose father was a Politican supporting Obama. As I grew older, I became more versed on what was happening in the world. What stimulates the economy and what hurts my wallet. Yes, strippers have educated opinions too. More than some lawyers and doctors I’ve come to know. From making 200k + a year cash, (before 2008) to some years making as little as 50k, you start understanding what is happening in the world, not only to the ladies of the underworld turning into underpaid prositutes and killing the stripclub fantasy racket, but you start to learn a lot about your customers rackets as well. Customers that were once making a lot of money spending no longer are because their businesses are hurting too. That customer that use to spend $500 every week is budgeting and only spending $80-$100 every time he comes in. And if you’re smart you took time to get to know them and learn a thing or two. Some industries thrive, some hurt. Right now honolulu’s construction industry was booming due to the rail site. My club was right on the route. Since some of the projects slowed down, so did the club. Korean bars in Wahiawa near the Schofield barracks use to boom, like Club Texas that have now been closed. The owners now own the old California Girls which is now a ghost town because of lack of military spending in the area. I see women and single mothers resort to prostitution for dollars out of desperation and it’s heart wrenching. I’m in my prime and it has gotten so bad that I decided I’d have a better life waitressing at Chilli’s.

This is what the Obama administration has done for me? I’ve seen the military be sized down. I got an interesting text from my friend the other day. Did you know they’re secretly briefing for deployment to Iraq right now under Obama’s orders. He doesn’t want it disclosed until after the election. Smh. I’ve seen medical go up from $150-$350 to $700-$1000 for some people. This inflution is ridiculous. Someone who makes 100k a year has to spend 10% of their income so that the poor  can have free medical? That is wrong. I don’t believe in stealing from the rich to give to the poor. I believe in providing opportunity for people who try and pull their weight. Yeah gays have gotten their rights and marijuana has taken a step in the right direction whereas global, military and trade issues have been misguided. When the world is worrying about some drama with Beyoncé and Jay Z, Obama got billions to fund refugees because everyone forgot to show up to that meeting. He got a blank check. We can’t even afford to take care of our veterans and they are rescinding bonuses of military recruits? We can’t afford anything yet we continue to charity the world.

One of the major things that come to play this election is the mindless following of social media bias media clips. I often debate politics since I’m bored out of my skull and bedridden. I enjoy an intelligent conversation debating politics most of it boils down to you’re a racist, hateful, unintelligent person because you support trump. Here’s a social experiment. Which side do you support?

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Let’s stick to the issues. Most people are concerned about how well of a speaker trump is. His politically incorrect lines. His grab her by the pussy scandal. And his timely convenient sexual assault suits. They want to make clips of the most unintelligent supporters and propagate that Trump supporters are all redneck, uneducated, inbred, racists. The truth is most people are afraid to even conduct this experience because they are so caught up in media bias that they can’t even begin to tell you what each politicians stance on the issues are.

Abortion

I am pro life. At a younger age I did have an abortion I’m not proud of. In fact I was bullied into it by an abusive relationship. We, women sometimes are forced to raise a child alone, which I have, and it’s a hard road. On my second child, without support, I have decided to keep my child, again being bullied into any abortion. However, as a mother, who has alreAdy had an abortion, my pro choice views have changed to pro life. Only a woman can make the decision and choice because she had to deal w the consequences. Men too easily are not held responsible. And although I am personally pro life, the only reason for abortion issues to be in politics is for the federal funding of its entities including planned parenthood and federal medical in funding for welfare recipients receiving abortions. I do not feel the government should pay for these services and should Be paid for by the recipients or social pro choice charity groups. Not with tax payers money esp when so many in this nation are against it, that it is manipulated to sway political votes. Do away w it in the election process all together and make it a null subject for the woman to decide but the government have no say.

Healthcare

Obama care is a disaster. I do not believe in giving to the poor by taking from the rich. It needs to be fair. Free medical would never work in America. Countries like Canada have medical because of inflation of consumption taxes. For example a bottle of grey goose costs $130. Their medical profit margins are low thus making the quality of skilled medical workers low. And the only reason this works is because America subsidizes them. The AMerican pharma companies sell  pharmaceuticals at way lower prices, whereas the American  people end up paying premiums over 8x higher to pick up the bulk of research costs so they can sell the rest to Europe and Canada for cheap. We don’t want cheap, shitty medical that we can’t afford. Skilled doctors have begun to leave their professions for cosmetics because there is little profit in the medical industry today. Donald Trump proposes opening borders to make insurance companies compete among eachother for better premiums. You get what you pay for. I had Kaiser when I was young. Kaiser is appx $115-$150/Mo. When I had a premature baby they didn’t even attempt to rescue him. Do you know why? Because they didn’t have skilled workers nor facilities. I was too young to know at the time I could sue them for negligent practice because my baby’s skull was damaged while they were examining me while I was in labor when they shouldn’t insert a speculum during labor. I now have hmsa which covers more. Hmsa is around $350 a month. You get what you pay for. Only kapiolani is equipped with facilities and skilled nurses and Doctor specialists for High risk patients.

Tax

While democrats believe in taking from the rich giving to the poor, republicans believe in working hard for their money. You cannot classify every hard working American in the Republican Party as a corrupt 1%er or banker or politician. There are small businessmen, blue and white collar workers and the middle businessmen who are successful but not quite 1%ers. This is the divide the democrats wants to create to propagate this unfair sense of income inequality. Bernie pushes a $15/hour minimum wage. Higher wages just creates higher costs of everything. That $5 gallon of milk is now $10 because the person stocking at the store, the driver of the truck, the laborers in the warehouse before receiving it from the shippers who had it docked in the mainland  before pasteurizing and packaging it before it was procured by the farmer who raised and fed that cow everyday each person for $15/hour. Corporations can handle this $15 hour raise, but will pass the costs on to the consumer. YOU. Small businesses cannot. Like states before, a bottle of Grey Goose costs $130 in Canada. This is what happens when you raise taxes and minimum wage. The issue isn’t that we don’t tax enough. Upper 1% will always find ways to hide their money. Our issue is abusing federal spending and going after that abuse. We need to close the loop holes and tighten our budget. I think trump has proven to know how to tighten budgets and flip a profit.

Same sex marriage

IM not gay and this does not affect me but I believe trump is only appealing to the conservative voter which he needs in order to win the election because previously he had liberal views on this subject. He has an election to win and games to plays. I doubt he will rescind the gay issue, or will it pass.  Gays are not an issue in our country. They are peaceful. They do not protest violently or have syndicate and prominent gangs. If they want to stick their dick in someone Else’s ass that’s their prerogative and if I want someone to stick their dick in mine , then that’s my business.

common core

I don’t even know what the fk this is! My daughter asks me to help her w math and I can’t. I do not engage in many of her math assignments because I can’t do it. This is stupid. It’s the only subject she needs help in and it’s not because she’s not smart enough for math. I too had an issue w math growing up because I have a different formula process in my head. People with quick minds can come to the same answers with different processes and I see that with her as well. We can figure out the answer but our work is different from what they want us to show so we get it wrong. It’s stupid. Fk common core.

Education

I don’t believe in free education. It’s a luxury we can’t afford  which would cost trillions. I think education is extremely important however I don’t believe it should be free. When did we become a nation where we became spoiled brats who are entitled to hand outs.  I was raised to work hard, to be a functioning citizen in society.  When something is given to somebody for free it is taken for granted. I feel like many Americans are spoiled they go to school because it is free on grant money or on credit and student loans but they don’t appreciate the value of that. They don’t apply themselves. They get degrees that they never use in the future. They drop out of school or get bad grades. But then you see forsign exchange students  Who do not have that opportunity in  their country and they take advantage of that opportunity in America and apply themselves and work hard.  This is why America does not need to spend money on education. Most of their educated skilled PhD, engineers, and scientists are outsourced from international countries. And this is why we have a midle blue collar skilled market. People with trades or a bachelor degree can make a decent income of 50 to 150 K. One of the common things I see in the media  is the black lives matter movement propagating income inequality and suppressant of the black community.  We live in a time where it is illegal to discriminate on the color of your skin and anybody can attend college through grant money and student loans that come from poverty especially. If you didn’t get an education and apply yourself it is because you decided not to take advantage of it. It is true that we live in a time where it is illegal to discriminate on the color of your skin and anybody can attend college through grant money and student loans that come from poverty especially. If you didn’t get an education and apply yourself it is because you decided not to take advantage of it. It is not the governments responsibility to raise our children. These entitled and lazy poor attitudes are cultures taught by parents. I’m extremely anti-BLM and feel that it is meant to divide and create victims out of the black community. Basically there is a faceless boogie man telling you that you must stay down because the white man has suppressed you. Instead of taking power into your own hands and removing the power from recent history against you and rise above it, you keep yourself in a box by accepting this form of racism. The truth is not everyone out here is racist and blm keeps them in a box by creating that divide. The black community doesn’t have poverty and crime because the white man created it. We’ve created opportunities for you to apply yourself and given special subsidizes to black citizens. Nobody gives a shit because you’re violent mother fuckers and spew hate. I’m not racist. I just can’t stand people who use violence as a means of power and victimize themselves as an excuse. Get educated. Stop raising ignorant children without ethics and morals.

immigration

First of all ignorant people who cannot discuss politics cordially will almost 95% of the time pull the race card anytime you say anything that has to do w a racial subject. Not wanting illegal immigrants to destroy our economy and  break the law by illegally coming here not only does it hurt our economy, it leaves loop holes for criminals and terrorists to come in and that is a security of our borders issue. Although I do not believe that building a wall is the answer the idea of it is what is important. The idea that we will no longer stand for blatant disrespect of our laws and continue allow the poor to come to this country to be a burden.  Educated immigrants with skills and work do not illegally come here and jump borders. I am not an uncharitable person who believes in selfish views towards money, however I believe we reep what we sow, and causing more dependent citizens in this country to depend on federal funding makes masses dependent on the welfare system. Im not only speaking of Mexicans but Europeans and muslim refugees alike. Some of these people from third world countries will never be able to function in society and how will they raise generations? Their cultures are completely opposite than ours often and are are unable to integrate without violence. I saw a video of a Muslim woman being arrested at Las Vegas airport spewing Sharia law and hate against Americans saying we should be murdered for certain Islamic crimes. Nobody wants this in America. I’m not racist. But fuck you. This is America.

I can go on and on but this is taking a long time to write. The funniest part is that I’ve been block happy on Facebook blocking the most idiot people. I can’t stand the race card in a debate because I am clearly not racist. I just do not have sympathy for the poor because you are responsible for your own financial destiny. Even an uneducated person can be a stripper or a cosmetologist or nail tech and make a decent living bartending or any other skill. I’ve personally noticed a lot of attack on trump supporters esp. After a bias media  video emerged of a small group of senior citizen and less literate Caucasian trump supporters in Honolulu were topic of a bashed subject. I recognized one of the ladies as a lawyer and another a retired doctor. The video was edited to clearly make this group look poorly and the Clinton supporters began to bash them. Kids not outstanding persons in society bashing a well respected lawyer because the clip they showed was of her not so well-ly discussing Hillary selling nukes to Russia. Many times referring them as to haoles and to leave. Who is the racist one here? In Hawaii Caucasians are often the ones discriminated on. I was so offended I went on that feed to defend her because she is an outstanding citizen and media can be a horrible thing… Here’s the scoop in Russia that she didn’t elaborate on that most kids don’t know because they don’t know what’s going on in the world…

Bill Clinton and his Canadian uranium manufacturing partner sells uranium to small European country which sells to Russia and then sells to Isis. This is how American missiles end up in the Middle East. On the other end hillary is Negotiating deals with Saudi Arabia, who’s government donated billions to the “Clinton foundation” And immediately hires Bill for a $700k public speech. The sad thing is they don’t hide this. They blatantly do everything. This is all public knowledge. Hillary clintons foundation donates 4 billion to Haitis disaster but its been under scrupulation that the money is highly abused and not being used for the people. We cannot monitor spending in international countries and it becomes a conflict of interest when international political affairs, presidential influence, abuse of charity money and high paid speaking gigs are all intercepting among the same circles. ARE YOU BLIND?

Let’s  talk about Haiti.  They came in with guns and told the rice field workers to leave and they burned all the rice fields. Now Hillary’s brother sells rice exclusively out of Virginia to Haiti.   It’s a known fact in Haiti that if you want to do business you have to go through the Clintons.  What else is going on in the small countries that people in power are taking advantage of. Hillary is a globalist, the bushes are  globalists. You want more of the same bullshit politicians. No thank you. I want Trump because he’s NOT a politician.

People have flaws. Trump is a pompous ego maniac with money who use to slang pussy by the truckloads (and grab it too apparently.) He’s a shrewd businessman who is constantly harassed by the IRS and he takes advantage of tax loopholes like everyone else. I’ve looked into it and his realestate has plummeted so perhaps his losses are real which is why he has a personal interest to make America great again to regain his value on his real estate investments. Could it be that his interests allign with the American people? It made me emotional to see old videos of him to see how he never had an interest in politics because it’s “mean” and the money doesn’t mean much to him. But he sees America needs a leader and someone like him to stick up for us and stop abusing us and jacking off the world with our tax money.  We need someone like Donald Trump who isn’t controlled by the globalists and lobbyists. Is he perfect? No. But this isn’t a popularity contest. Or who can throw a better concert or get more celebs to offer blow jobs. This is about the future of our nation. I’m tired of the govt getting more control, diluting what America is really about, and abusing our tax money.

America is corporatism. It isn’t Socialism. It isn’t communism. It isn’t giving to the poor and stealing from the rich. It is a place of free enterprise and a place of opportunity.  Giving the government more control to take away our liberties and managing business and industry is giving government more control over the people. With the increasing numbers of idiots in this country we just might need more governing because people are morons. The government wants to control everything land, commodities, water, food. But look what they’ve done to our water supplies, our meat, our chicken, our produce, the chemicals in our food and water that continue to poison us. The cancer causing toxins in the plastics we depend on. The GMo Monsanto has raised that is toxic that is protected. Did you know Monsanto also owns Splenda??? Chemicals causing cancer. The way to keep masses under control is to control the wealth inequality, sickness, religion, racial divide and resources and make people dependent. Why do you think there’s so much cancer causing bullshit and the government doesn’t care?

If I hear outspoken BLM or Hillary supporters spouting hate or propagating negativity and racism I’m erasing you because I have no room for negativity any more.

Ron Paul: Freeze the Budget and Stop Plundering the American People!


Got this in my Email.  I enjoyed it, so I thought I’d share it with you all.

enjoy!

RonPaul.com

July 31, 2011

“Freeze the Budget and Stop Plundering the American People!”

by Ron Paul

One might think that the recent drama over the debt ceiling involved one side wanting to increase or maintain spending with the other side wanting to drastically cut spending, but that is far from the truth.

In spite of the rhetoric being thrown around, the real debate is over how much government spending will increase. No plan under serious consideration cuts spending in the way you and I think about it. Instead, the cuts being discussed are illusory and are not cuts from current amounts being spent, but cuts in prospective spending increases.

This is akin to a family saving $100,000 in expenses by deciding not to buy a Lamborghini and instead getting a fully loaded Mercedes when really their budget dictates that they need to stick with their perfectly serviceable Honda.

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Let’s Go to Camp FEMA!


I spent all afternoon on Youtube watching videos about FEMA.  Oddly it was a new idea to me and immediately captivated me.  My Youtube search began with properties filled with hundreds of thousands of plastic disposable coffins.  From the road behind a gated area, it would appear to be many rows of portable toilets.  These coffins are large, and can hold 4 dead bodies in one.  They have store sights like this all over the country.  Nobody has use for that many coffins unless they are planning a massacre. At a closer look, these sites are often near “concentration camps” (over 800 nationwide) which the U.S. government has assigned to “Homeland Security.”  They call these concentration camps “FEMA.”  Supposedly they are for natural disasters to round up victims which they will force “vaccinations” upon.  However, why do they have locked doors and multiple rows of inward facing barbed wire?  Some, disturbingly enough, have playgrounds, and videos of children playing on the equipment, which lead me to believe that there are victims, even families, already enprisoned in some of these camps.   FEMA already has the country divided into 10 regions in case Martial Law is put into action.

Colorado Fusion Center

Fusion Centers have been built to profile every single person living in America.  But this power can easily be abused.   In a filmed interview, it  has been stated that money is being put into these, most of this money from Homeland Security, but the government does not oversee the operations in each of these individually ran centers.  It’s’ a formula for abuse!  These Fusion Centers are running free. WTF!   “A secret government funded by elite power brokers in the top Echalon of Washington ” Anybody is free to play god with the power that they have granted these people.  It has been made clear that anybody who voted for Ron Paul is being “watched.”  They are abusing the power to follow political radicalists, and protestors.  These Fusion Centers are profiling everybody and anybody who disagrees.  It can create fear in people to not want to involve themselves in politics. Personally, I have no reason to vote, because either way you vote, I’m sure the greater powers have a plan.  Unless I see someone who can severely influence a change in that, I will not vote.  Either way, you are voting for NWO because they are all in their pockets.

Fusion Centers are command centers for American concentration camps.  Rex 84 is a government plan, documented, created during the Reagan administration by Colonel Oliver North to declare Martial Law, and round up the opposers in the event of supposed “emergencies.” Presidents are slowly taking away our rights.

Ron Paul followers have been put on a “watch list.”  A young woman campaigning for Ron Paul was informed that she was on “a list.”  Practicing your 1st ammendment rights, voting for who you want to, we are suppose to beprotected by the consitution.  Police in certain areas were told that if they saw a bumper sticker that said “Ron Paul” that they could be dealing with radicals.  The young woman got her hand on “political profiling” documents for Police.  People who were pro gun, pro life, a part of a church, they are all being watched.  The same young lady went to the Governor Nixons office in Missouri to submit an open records request, she was threatened with a dog, and thrown out by highway patrol.

Ex Navy SEAL and government of Minesota, Jesse Ventura, host of “Conspiracy Theory,” and published author of “American Conspiracies,” interviews employees at these camps, and they refuse to answer any questions.   When they find the coffins, they attempt to clear it out, but when they realize the scale of the exposure, it was too late.  Shockingly he interviews a sponsor of a bill that explicitly states buildling FEMA camps, who denies that FEMA camps even exist.  He tried to back it up by saying it is for natural disasters.  They are calling them “residential centers” because they are suppose to hold families.  Escape warning signs are even outside.  Oddly enough, there are railroads that go to many of these camps.  Sound like Auschwitz to you?  Jesse Ventura suggest, they are planning a mass detainment and massacre, as there are coffins nearby as well, to kill anybody opposed to New World Order.

You can watch all 3 videos on youtube

Why are they doing this?  Supposedly a conspiratorial group, “the Iluminati” believe in a New World Order.  What is the New World Order?  They want to murder 90% of the people in the world and rule over and control the remaining 10%.  Doing this by perhaps causing chaos and anarchy, or by means of biological warfare, natural disaster,  causes of war, or by racial genocide.  An approach as bold as Hitler’s Jewish genocide could be too obvious.  So they must creatively plan out an attack.  In Jesse Ventura’s clips, he emphasizes on political opposition.  They want to illiminate anybody who opposes the government.

There exists a “list” divided into 3 groups.  Nobody knows who is actually on it, how you get on it, or how you get off it.   The “red list” consists of radicals, leaders of political groups, outspoken ministers, talk show hosts, reporters, and even net leaders.  The “blue list” is all of it’s followers.  Perhaps monitoring internet traffic, or political involvement, and something simple as having the wrong bumper sticker on your car.  The “yellow list” are the ones who will be allowed to live, while the blue and red lists die.  The yellow listers know nothing about the NWO and do not want to know anything.  They will come into your house, kidnapp you, and take you off into the night to these FEMA camps, and kill you, two weeks before Martial Law takes place.

A scary thought… The illuminati supposedly have strong hold on the media.  Viacom owns MTV, VH1, Comedy Central, and a huge list of channels.  They recently sued Youtube for copyright infringement.  Part of the settlement is that they hand over the database and all the users info.  Thus, they are able to track all of our Youtube usage.  The government eventually will use the internet to hunt down every single person they are looking for.  OR maybe Viacom just wanted to use the information for marketing and commerical use.  Who knows?

As the bible suggests the mark of the devil “666” will be put into your forehead or your wrist.   You will need this to shop and buy things.  It is the “Mark of the Beast.”  If you allow this, then you’re pretty much going to hell.  As a religious skeptic, I believe it could be possible for them to have used a biblical reference to inflict fear in a large group of peoples eyes.  But for what purpose?  Who knows!  It is all in Revelations.  Pick up your Bible.   I am not Aethist, I am Agnostic.  I do not sway by the influences of religion, as I believe their purposes can be corrupted.  I am a liberal free spirit who always believed in what I wanted to.  I didn’t go to church because that is what Mommy and Daddy want.  But I do believe in a greater power, recently and oddy enough, I do believe in karma but above all someone is always watching us and these people “will get their glasses filleth twice.”

Disturbingly enough, the chip already exists.
“666 Chip” the Mark of the Beast

Want to know how Hitler got into power?  The same people running the banks, running Washington, who are after NWO, they are the same people who funded Hitler, Lenin, Stalin even Napoleon.  Hitler created chaos, and in that chaos, Martial Law was born out of a Democratic Country, where Hitler became a dictator. If Martial Law was to happen in the U.S. that would give the U.S. President  the power to do as they wish without consent of Senate or House, which in National emergencies, they have the power to do.  We have seen them round up Germans, we have seen them round up the Japanese.  Do we want them rounding us up?  Will we LET them?

Who killed JFK?  Who killed Martin Luther King? Eisenhower warned America of the potential of corporate take over.  JFK was put into office expected to be a puppet, with a weak spot for women, who could be manipulated through this.  However JFK began to think about greater issues, and upset a lot of people.  Thus, he was murdered.  So why were there never trials?

Have you heard of wikileaks.com?  If you live in America, probably not because they have banned it here.  My friend told me that he got to look at the site right before they brought it down.  His friend is a report in Ukraine and sent him the link for it.  The owner of wikileaks has been arrested, and the accusations have been believed to be false.  But anybody willing to oppose the government, and expose them, are enemies, and they will do anything to stop them.

Wikileaks has found over 400,000 documents that they are to release. I found a mirror of the site, however, you can view it at.

http://wikileaks.ch

Well after writing this blog, at least the mystery as to what list I am on is no secret any longer.  I will exercise my 2nd ammendment to own a gun.  And that makes me wish to live somewhere abroad even more so.  Although this perhaps may not happen for a very long time, perhaps not in my lifetime, it is an interesting read, and inspires me.  I’d rather die on a red list a proud American, going down fighting, than get inplanted with a chip and worship a group of people.  How un-American is that?  As a writer, sometimes I am conflicted by what is crossing the line to share, and what is acceptable.  But now I am seeing that the people at the greatest risk are the reporters.  Go for it!  Write about whatever the hell you want.  That is the 1st ammendment.  If you don’t want the media to write about you, then do nothing worthy of media attention.

We need an all-star cast movie about NWO.  Why hasn’t it been done yet?

The Obama Deception (if you have time its a 2 hour movie).

. the Obama Deception is a hard-hitting film that completely destroys the myth that Barack Obama is working for the best interests of the American people.

. The Obama phenomenon is a hoax carefully crafted by the captains of the New World Order. He is being pushed as a savior in an attempt to con the American people into accepting global slavery.

. We have reached a critical juncture in the New World Order’s plans. It’s not about Left or Right: it’s about a One World Government. The international banks plan to loot the people of the United States and turn them into slaves on a Global Plantation.

. Covered in this film: who Obama works for, what lies he has told, and his real agenda. If you want to know the facts and cut through all the hype, this is the film for you.

. Obama is continuing the process of transforming America into something that resembles Nazi Germany, with forced National Service, domestic civilian spies, warrantless wiretaps, the destruction of the Second Amendment, FEMA camps and Martial Law.

. Obama’s handlers are openly announcing the creation of a new Bank of the World that will dominate every nation on earth through carbon taxes and military force.

. International bankers purposefully engineered the worldwide financial meltdown to bankrupt the nations of the planet and bring in World Government.

. Obama plans to loot the middle class, destroy pensions and federalize the states so that the population is completely dependent on the Central Government.

. The Elite are using Obama to pacify the public so they can usher in the North American Union by stealth, launch a new Cold War and continue the occupation of Iraq and Afghanistan.

In politics class on the first day I had this girl enraged at me, who held a grudge against me the entire term, because I shot down her stupid idea that guns should be banned.  10 bills have been introduced to do away with the 2nd ammendment.  Stupidest thing I have ever heard in my life!

Conspiracies will remain conspiracies until proven fact.

I will write my blog about the “Fall of the Repubic” and “the Rise of Fema” shortly.

This brings me to this conclusion.  No matter what financial struggles we have been through, we need to clear up all our debt and learn to live self sufficiently.  We are ruled by the banks only because they control our debt.  What happens when nobody cares about money anymore and we begin to use the barter system?  We have been brain washed into becoming a country of consumerism.  Perhaps Bali will be a place where I can learn to live life simply.

xoxo

Kristie Manning

UPDATE: I  forgot to mention, Glenn Beck was so excited to uncover the story of FEMA.  Supposedly he is being threatened by the government, and dropped the story.